ah goddamn beanpoles are too tall to fit onto one canvas
happy onceler day or oncelerversary or loRAXVERSARY HMMHMMHMM whatever it is
Persona Evaluation
I figured I’d do an evaluation of my own self, with my persona, etc
And why I do and don’t do some things while drawing myself
I figure it’s a good sort of exercise to see how you view yourself, which often shows through your persona
Alrighty
First off, I never usually draw myself with anything like boobs or hips or even eyelashes, THINGS that would automatically indicate ‘female’
I’ve just naturally resisted femininity since I was little, and I guess it’s stuck with me in subtle ways despite getting over my issue with things that are pink and dresses
Next, is that I more often than not, don’t colour myself with a skintone. I just remain blank white, almost like the homestuck kids, I guess, but that’s just a comparison
Hair-wise, I did used to have long wavy hair, that I got cut, summer 2012 to something a lot shorter, and actually something I preferred a lot more as well, and as for the persona, I kept the style of hair, but don’t draw it as long anymore
Then comes the whole STRING MONSTER alternate persona form, that ACTUALLY formally began once I had created Paint-ler. I needed a small, simple way to draw myself as a mod, and I used that specific form, eventually giving it the name 'string monster’ because of the string-like limbs and inhumane/animal features
SPEAKING OF animal features, the time I had originally come up with the basic design of my persona, I was still in my weeaboo days, and fox/cat ears and tail were a must. I had initially planned on dropping the ears and tail, but found that without them, my persona was pretty plain and missing something. So I figured, the ears and tail really just tie the whole package together
Looking at the contrast from my persona to my more realistic self has made me realize how differently I am from the physical appearance of 'Momo’, but, I find that it’s almost just like another form I take
Momo isn’t a different personality or anything, it’s still ME, just a different way that I present myself, on the outside
On the inside, I’m the same
And I think that’s something I’m pretty content with
So this seriously happened at school today
Apparently, she’d been looking up ‘cute stuff’ on google….
So basically this guy that I go to school with had to do a video about this academy called the CTE Academy, which is ridiculously far from our own and takes up three class periods, with you only earning one credit. He was told to make a video to promote this academy.
He made this.This was about 823742 times better than I thought it would be
This is literally the best thing I’ve seen
Dear god, I’m crying.
this is the best video ever.
