my-awakened-envy replied to your photo:Some days it just feels like everything is caving…
Are you okay?
Not exactly. I actually faced the issue of not being able to get out of bed this morning to go to class and my professor fussed at me. I honestly lied and said my car wasn’t working because it’s easier to have people believe a machine doesn’t work rather than your brain.
I’m just in a bad state of mind at the moment and I’m feeling trapped with no one to turn to or talk to about it. I’m on medicine but it’s only been a couple weeks so the effects aren’t too apparent yet.
I’m also being bad and beating myself up over this kind of stuff. I feel dumb and like a massive burden on my friends. I’m not eating right either. Almost like I feel like I don’t deserve a decent meal. It’s a sour state of being and college/work only adds onto the stress.
Then there are things that I know would brighten my mood but I feel selfish for wanting those things. I haven’t done anything to deserve them. I’m being pushy, I tell myself.
It’s…more or less a vicious cycle. But that is only today. Tomorrow will perhaps be better. My days swing around like this sometimes. It’s just been a while since I’ve had such a low day. This is more or less just a vent post at this point.
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sky-of-ashes said: I was gone a week a just told them I want feeling well. If they dug about it I told them the truth, I was depressed
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namelesskitten22 said: Hey momo I hope things get better for you with it. Things aren’t always easy and it can get very stressful. I know about depression a lot with my friends that had it and that it runs in my family too. Take care of yourself buddy cause I care.
mogy64 liked this peemypantscausetheyrefullofants said: I hope that this cycle will come to an end to make your life easier. You’re a lovely person and I’m sure a wonderful friend, if you ever need a few words of comfort just ask, there are pleanty of people out there willing to help you including me
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